"Pen"chant....

I miss you when I am alone...
I miss you in the crowd...
I miss you in the talks i had...
I miss you in the fights we spared...
I miss you in my dreams at night...
I miss you in the memories I hold tight...
I miss you in the life I dream...
I miss you when I think of an all new beginning...

Random thoughts...

For the last few days i've been missing Kolkata a lot...so here goes out my new post..as an Ode to kolkata..The places i loved to visit,the places i miss,the places with which i shared some of my most cherished memories...Luv u,Miss U KOLKATA...

the stillness and silence of night....

Its one of those silent nights,
When everything around is so very quiet..
No one can hear the dogs barking outside..
Nor the whistle of the trains somewhere far off is heard..


Its one of those silent nights..
When I am reminded of bygone days..
I think of you and shed a tear..
We are so very close,yet so very apart..


Its one of those silent nights,
When I am all alone,once again...
There's no one I can turn to,
I want but still I stop myself trying to reach you...


Its the wee hours and I am still awake..
Its nothing...but one more of those lonely,silent nights....

Hello frnz...here goes out my first post of 2011...i have been off from dis forum 4 a long tym bt hope to resurface soon...For now der goes out 2 small posts which i penned sumtym ago:
For the one i luv at different tyms..in different ways..
The different ppl we r,yet d ppl we bcum in each odr's hands...
The lives we flee..the lives we dream...
D drmz we cherish..inspite of dreaming differently...
So different we r,yet so one we seem...
Luv to b together in all d differences dat make us so very diffent but so very ONE...




An endless road f lost hopes..its d boulevard m luking for..
Der r d fuzzy stars,yet d sky's so dark..itz d moon m luking for...
Der is dis maddening crowd all around..yet itz a frnd i m luking for...
Der's laughter n shouts all around...itz my smile m luking for..
Evrything seems to b so lively all around..itz my LIFE i m luking for..

"Shower of Relief"....

For the past few days the sky was getting cloudy every afternoon but there wasnt any sign of rains...finally it showered today,even though for a very brief period...M sitting infront of my lappy,the room's dark n outside its breezy...my current track changes to "love in december"...feeling heavenly...oh god!its raining again...wish i cud go out n get myself drenched..."dont u worry...i'll be der 4 u"....

Random thoughts...

This post is going to be the result of utter boredom on a lazy afternoon,when i m tired of listening to the same songs everyday,tired of facebook,tired of surfing tv channels,tired of....almost everything...Evn the book i m reading is completely boring...so here I am,stuck up at home n m missing my frnds n hostel badly...how i wish life had a "rewind" button,so that i could go back in tym n njoy myself 2 ma heart's content...hav fun wid my ppl,carry out loooooooong "adda" sessions widout being scolded by mamma,going out wid frnds sans calls from dad every half an hour,talk to ma frnds over fone without any kind f censorship,spending long hours wid my luvd 1,exchanging "sweet nothings",being all close n cuddly n....But the harder truth is things are nt alwz as we lyk dem to be n i've understood dis in the "best" possible way with all the happenings around me...hw much i try to ignore things but few thoughts doesnt seem to leave ma mind at all.. :( :(

Watched 2 muvis 2day...since i havent got much 2 do...1 was twilight n d odr was Shaolin Soccer...though had watchd Twilight earlier bt still felt lyk watching it again..n i did njoy it...n Shaolin Soccer was gud enuf for tympass...n if da muvi is 2 be believed..i.e.Kung-fu can work such wonders i must say I m pretty impressed...
i find myself becoming quite impatient...cant watch a muvi at a stretch...n if its quite long...i completely drop d idea of watching dat muvi...Only god can help me nw out of dis..I think soon enuf i'll be turning insane,if i m not already...n wid all da happenings around,i really cant be blamed..nuthing 2 interest me or at the least,please me,almost stuck up at home all da time,very few frnds 2 talk 2,nt being able to access da net whenever I wish(it tops my list of woes),bla bla bla...given da fact i've 2 spend 2 more mnths lyk dis gives me the creeps...Hope some Messiah gets me out of all these(:P)...